tbh my heart is real different than it was last year this time around
“As I grow older, much older, I will experience many things, and I will hit rock bottom again and again. Again and again I will suffer; again and again I will get back on my feet. I will not be defeated. I won’t let my spirit be destroyed.”— Banana Yoshimoto, Kitchen
I never realized how difficult it is to date and how extremely picky I am. I went on four dates this week and just ugh. Am I doing something wrong? Am I being too much? I’ve seen shows where people pursue the second and third dates to continue testing the waters. But I can tell within the first 15-30 mins if I’m interested and when I know that I’m not— I don’t bother with a second date. Should I fight that and keep trying? Am I being too difficult? I’m just afraid I’ll end up settling like I did last time.
whats the hardest thing you ever had to admit to yourself?
I’m the one holding myself back
2019, pls hurt me less this time